So I thought I might use this part of my website as an online diary. I think the youngsters call it blogging.... Really its for my own personal use. I don't really care to be the next you tube sensation or best blogger/vlogger, this really is just something I'm doing for myself so if you so happen to stumble across this on the internet and think its all a bit pants and un related too my website with bad grammar and spelling please take it with a pinch of salt Its just me and my thoughts.
So the past few years have thrown things at me that most people wouldn't have to face in a life time and its been a really tough time. A lot of my friends and family know things have been pretty dreadful but honestly some of them really don't know the half of it. I feel incredibly tired and exhausted these days and I find my self questioning a lot of things in life.
I am trying really hard to stop planning my life and live more for the moment. I have been offered so many opportunities and have turned them down in hope the grass would be greener on the other side and my plans would work out which they never do. As much as you can try to plan you just never know what life is going to throw at you and that is why I am trying this live for the moment attitude more.
One thing someone told my sister which she shared with me is that bad times will come and go as will good times come and go. Nothing is forever.
Each and everyone of us will come across bumps in the road on our journey through life and all we can do is go with it, ride the wave, drive the road how ever you want to put it.
I will continue my journey to build good loving relationships with friends and family. You never know when they might go. I will try to stop fixating about what if and when and more lets enjoy today and do. Breath in and breath out.